stressed

It's times like these i feel sorry for not being able to be with my friends when they need me the most.. and its probably these kinds of times a boyfriend would be good.. xD

Wasn't feeling very good todae and needed a break from work...
Thanks a lot to Cindy for being there for me. Even though its just a dinner and karaoke session, it still helped a lot...
I just hope i wasn't too bitchy about things.. >_<


I miss my family, my friends and my holidays...
My brother's going NS and i can't send him off coz have a presentation that day... it totally sucks to be me..

Haiz.. my brain is not thinking logically, properly and i can't seem to get my bearings or drive to start doing anything except to read fanfictions, manga and watch anime... even the urge to do those are slowly fading away...
Its not like i'm physically tired or wad... i guess its the mentally tired thing..


...these are the kind of times i really wish that i'm warded in the hospital.
It's the only way i can keep my sanity and the dirty words out from my brain...